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I Have to Live with Myself

I couldn’t be more blessed as I spend the evening sitting next to my 2-1/2 year old little man, Malik.  We spent the day listening to General Conference with all 5 of our kids and came up with a creative way to get them to stop arguing and to pay attention.  We paid them .05 for every sentence they wrote about what they were learning during the two 3 hour sessions that happened today.  Tomorrow we are blessed to be able to listen to a few more hours.  If you subscribe to my youtube channel you will see that I got a little vulnerable this morning as I share about the day when my family was momentarily separated.  I shared a moment knowing that I have to live with myself, my consequences both temporally and eternally.  I want to share a poem with you that I hope moves you to become more aligned with who you are meant to be.   I want to also share my progress photo as I completed Day 68 today of the 80 day program I am following as well as the progress photos of some other members of the TEST GROUP!  You’ll also be able to see day by day my experience in a 3-5 minute video.  We also only have ONE week until the release of the Beachbars.  YOU CAN READ ABOUT THEM HERE.

Gabby and I will be traveling to Edmonton Canada to speak at an event.  We are super excited to share our story and inspire and teach people how to make changes in their lives physically, spiritually, and emotionally.  

beachbars, beachbars order

I have to live with myself, and so
I want to be fit for myself to know
I want to be able as days go by
Always to look myself straight in the eye;

I don’t want to stand, with the setting sun,
And hate myself for things I have done.
I don’t want to keep on a closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself, as I come and go,
Into thinking that nobody else will know
The kind of man I really am;

I don’t want to dress myself up in sham.
I want to go out with my head erect,
I want to deserve all mans respect;

I have to live with myself, 80 day obsession progress

And here in the struggle for fame and wealth,
I want to be able to like myself.
I don’t want to look at myself and know
That I am a bluffer, an empty show.

I can never hide myself from me:
I see what others may never see,
I know what others may never know;
I can never fool myself, and so,
Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and guilt-free.


If you aren’t following me on YOUTUBE or INSTAGRAM ( @scottiehobbs ) stories I suggest finding me there as I share EVERY DAY on Youtube and through my day on Instagram Stories so that you can know what the life of a Stay at Home Dad and Online health and fitness coach looks like!.  These are my Day 68 Progress photos from the test group.  The craziest thing is that I am only 6 lbs lighter in this photo on the right.  I talk on one of my videos you can see below about the NON SCALE VICTORY. ( NSV)

I have to live with myself, scottie hobbs, 80 day obsession


Here are a couple update photos from the test group so that you can see some others who are seeing great results! 

be an active mom, workout from home

I can't wait to get out of bed


i have to live with myself, poem about self love, self love, 80 day obsession

Remember my friends that when the sea gets rough…. put up your sails. ⛵️ Great sailors will be made in the strongest of storms. ⛈ Remember TODAY that you are a vessel of change in the lives of othersl. 🚢 A vessel is not designed to sit in the port unused.